Wednesday, September 1, 2010

The things i'll never get to say.

First off, thank you for stopping by.
Its been a while since i've wanted to start blogging so here it is.

Allow me to be sappy for a moment.
If you're reading this, i dedicate this to you.
 
It's been 2 weeks, and i have to say it has been the toughest period of my life so far. Have you ever had a situation explode right before you and all the drama that continues along with it in the days to come? I have. And i swear its not the best moments i had.

Do you remember the days when we started out and along the time our relationship grew. The nights we would hang on the phone and talk for hours before going to bed, we would laugh at anything. I remember how you laugh and that sweet smile you gave me when i look into your eyes. How my hands are held in yours and the gentle hug. Do you remember this phrase you said: " tho you are not the first, but you will be the last" " i choose to grow old with you"

Looking back at our pictures, i can't help but smile and reminisce those sweet and happy moments that we shared. All the promises we made and the plans we had for the future. For once, i finally knew what love meant and how its supposed to be. The love you gave me and the care you've shown has made a great impact on my life and i know i can never thank you enough.

These past 8 mths have been the best moments of my life and deeply treasured memories. Like that time we fell on the floor and sat silent for awhile then burst out laughing. Or the time we talked for hours just laughing at nothing. Everything we did, all the first times we had and the memories we share, will forever be engraved in me.

Though im constantly occupied with workloads and assignments now, somehow i know that you are always there to support and encourage me no matter what i endeavor. As i will also do the same.

And although we have went our separate ways, and you may have someone else in your life in such short period. I still care about you and will always be a part of me. I wish the best to you both. You look great together. Remember tho, infidelity catches up and it will be a matter of time till it comes to light. Cherish the ones that love and care about you, appreciate them for they will never know it.

Before i end, I am truly sorry and apologize if i have in anyway hurt your feelings, or made you angry at me should you hate me of the things ive said and done. Ill be a friend you can rely on. And if fate allows it, someday we'll be together again. Take care my beloved, God bless.

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